Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Radiation - Will I Glow in the Future?

I am now half way through the radiation sessions. I have done 15 sessions with few side effects yet. It is annoying to have to drive to the cancer center every day, (I really love weekends now because I don't have to go) but I like it better than having cancer return.  I am just a tiny bit tender under my arm and my skin is a bit darker but no big deal. I also had a day last week and this week when I was really tired but most days are so much better than when I was going through chemo that I have nothing to complain about. While going through chemo, I was beginning to think I was just becoming a lazy person because it the tiredness went on for so long but now that chemo is over I am getting my energy back little by little. Some days I get a lot done but others not so much. The radiation doctor said that the radiation causes some tiredness also so when it is done I will be even better. I have been able to do more yard work, more sewing and more cleaning. I am so happy to not spend most of the day laying around.

I am almost done with one quilt for a grandson's birthday, have started another for a grandson for Christmas, and a few holiday pillow cases. My yard is almost done for winter and today I will clean for book club to come over. All in all, I am amazed at how good I feel for having cancer. It makes me nervous that I haven't "suffered enough" - maybe it will come back. The doctor says not but he can't know for sure. I still have the Herceptin infusions every three weeks until the end of April and five years of oral meds. This is really a long haul and no one else I know who has had cancer has had so much treatment so it better not come back or I will be so bummed out. Hopefully, after all this I won't get Alzheimer's too because I think I have had my share of trials in this life and I would rather die than get that disease.

But back to radiation, so far so good! I am happy with how my body has handled all it has gone through and hope it continues to respond well in the coming months and years.

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